Odds and ends

I know....I've been slack. This blog hasn't been updated in ages...! So I thought I'd better do it today. But then I haven't had anything to write about really.....so I've been accumulating the events in my life and so this will be a brief update on what has been happening so far.

Firstly, my results for my exams came out. of course, I was nervous and all that, totally convinced that I didn't do well at all. Imagine to my surprise when my mum (yea...mum!) came bursting in my bedroom door at 6.30 am yelling..."Get up! Your results are here!". My mum had apparently woken really early and waited at the post office for the mail to arrive, and then accosted the postman to find my letter that contained my results and rushed home. Hence, waking me at 6.30 in the morning. And I thank God that my mum's effort was worth it and I scored 91.85 out of a possible 99.95. Yay! Truth be told, I did not even expect to get into the high 80s. I knew that I had fooled around too much this year. Even my student counsellor was surprised...LOL! I could not believe it. But I am thankful to God everyday, coz I know that I could have only achieved that score by His blessing. Incidentally, it turned out that I was one of 7 students who scored over the 90 mark. =)

Secindly, Christmas. Hope all of you had an awesome Christmas 2006 and received presents...etc....As for me, due to a horrific car accident that claimed the lives of two people very close to me that occurred on the 15th December 2006, Christmas was a time of reflection and remembrance. Just a reminder at the close of the year of how fleeting life was. However, as normal Christmases go, it was alright. Mum cooked and we had people over for dinner all Christmas week. Nothing too exciting, but I hardly expected anything different under the circumstances. Just a quiet family Christmas with close friends.

Next, the celebration of the new year 2007. As it happens every year, a little town called Morgan, situated around 60 km away from where I live, hosts a massive street party. Although if you are under 18, you are not supposed to drink alcohol on the grounds (yea right!!) LOLx...But anyway, just my luck, I fell ill just a few days before and seriously did not feel like going all the way there. So I spent it with my then boyfriend (more on that later) who incidentally lives in Malaysia. So instead of the traditional kiss at midnight, we ended up talking on the phone throughout the countdown and well into the hours over d morning. LOL. Overall, not too bad really. And I got a little kiss from one of my friends a few days later coz he felt bad that I couldn't be there at the street party. =P My souvenier apparently....lolx..

And then...my boyfriend and I broke up. Breaking up always sucks...but it was just inevitable. It was time for us to go our separate ways....and I'n happy to say that we parted on mutual terms that were agreeable to us. =)

So now, the next big thing is that I'm waiting for my university offer letters to come through. Hopefully, I get through to the course I want at the university I want. But it's going to be competitive. So...Wish me luck! And I'll definitely let you know what happens....=)

Guess that's it for now. Later....xxx

~@[d]3L!]\[#~

.....and they have finally left...=/

Uh huh. Exams are over. And I'm free as a bird!! (or as a chicken, as my boyfriend so quaintly says. I have no idea what he's talking about either. LOL.)

So why am I not happier..?? Weird huh. Something i have dreaded the whole friggin year, and now that they are over...I kinda miss them.

Correction: I miss school, NOT exams. There is a difference, no matter how subtle.

Really, it seems as if my life has lost purpose. As of now, it has no direction, no meaning. It's scary. My life has laways been predictable. You know, year after year it's the same. School, school, and more school. It gets more difficult every year, but so does everything else. And then, all of a sudden, I have a choice. I can CHOOSE not to go to school next year. Or never again if I don't want to. It's hard to believe that 11 years of education of have just gone, just like that. *snap* So now....what happens next...?

Well, for me, I reckon its more school. I want to go to university. Depends on which one accepts me in the first place, but that's totally beside the point. LOLx...I'm actually looking forward to it. Weird huh. The first chance I have of education freedom, and all I wanna do is to chain myself to the prison again. Ok, so maybe that analogy is  little exagerrated, but I seriously do wanna get my degree and start earning some real money. Not so much the money, but more of the independence that comes with it. Now THAT's what I really want...hehe..

But now, I'm getting into the sync of things. Late nights, late days, going out, parties...and such like. It's not that I'm not having fun. I am, but I think that coz I've been such a studyholic the whole year (consequently my social life has been zilch), it just takes some getting used to. I hope anyway. It would really suck if I can't get out of the nerd zone...LOLx..

Still, I AM looking forward to next year. =)

~@[d]3L!]\[#~

They are finally here..

Yesterday was the first day of my finals. So now only 5 more papers to go then.....FREEDOM! BEAUTY! TRUTH! and LOVE!!!

Lolx...nah..not really. BUT definitely freedom to a certain extent. By the way, that phrase there was not me totally going crazy but from Moulin Rouge, the movie. Watch it and see. Something about the Bohemian era...

Anywho, it wasn't that bad, my first paper I mean. Incidentally, it was English. So yeah....but I think I could have done better though. =/ Still, that's not even the hardest part...yet..So this is my schedule for my next papers yea:

Thursday, 9th Nov - Mathematical Studies

Friday, 10th Nov - Legal Studies

Wednesday, 15th Nov - Chemistry

Thursday, 16th Nov - Drama Studies (I know...it's stupid)

Monday, 20th Nov - Modern History

....and that's it!! yay...=)

So as of the moment, I'm toughing it out. Studying every night, doing revision, and all that jazz. It'd better pay off....coz right now, my social life is totally zilch. AArrgghh....can't wait till exams are over!

Right, gotta go hit those books again....grrr...

The Countdown...

It is now 13 days till the first day of my exams (6th of November 2006) and 27 days until the last day of my exams (20th November 2006)....

And then it is exactly 31 days until the Schoolies Festival, which by the way, I'm not allowed to go anymore because I'm 'grounded'.

Supposedly.

I still say its because my mum is so freaking paranoid that something is going to go wrong. LIke I dunno....some crazy guy having his way with me or something...bla bla bla....I mean...COME ON!! Aaaarrrgghh...makes me mad. So I'm not going to talk about it.

.......

ANYWHO...so then after that, it is 35 days until I leave for Penang!! Wheeeee...=) Now that makes me happy...hehe...I would say a certain person would most definitely know why...LOLx..and after that, it is 62 days till Christmas!! Yay!! And then...69 days till 1st January 2007!! Another new year....woohooo!! So this year, I'm spending Christmas with my family here in Australia. I wish I could spend it in Penang, but there goes my mum again.....bladebladebladebla....Meh.

It kinda gets to that stage where I don't really care anymore. Goes in one ear and out the other. LOLx. I hear it....just not listening...

Well, then....so that's my calendar so far for the year. Highlight: definitely hanging out in Penang and all the parties that are happening here during the period from Christmas-New Year's.

Can't wait!! YAY!!!

~@[d]3L!]\[#~

don't really feel like titling this post...

How much do exams suck..?? grrrr....Just. Don't. Wanna. Do. It. EVER.

Ok, on to happier things....

NONE.

Yes, I'm in a crappy mood. I need to vent.

Stupid exams.

A whole year's work crammed into 3 friggin hours. Probably work I won't even need in life. BUT....because stupid universities wanna see good grades, I HAVE to sit for these stupid exams. And not only that....I HAVE to do well in them. Grrr....NOT happy...

Stupid exams.

~@[d]3L!]\[#~

FORMAL NIGHT 2006 (Part 2)

So where did I stop the last time..? Just before the after-party I think....haha...this was DEFINITELY the highlight of the evening...

Ok, so after the formal right, Kat and I went back to her place, got changed out of our formal gear and changed into our party stuff and headed out to the after formal party. Now, coz of laws and all that it was necessary for us to find a PRIVATE venue (like someone's house or something...not clubs or restaurants), plus most of us are underaged, and the fine for underaged drinking is pretty hefty...so it was tough as none of us Year 12s wanted to have it our place coz we knew the place was gonna get trashed as heaps of other people (wanted and unwanted) would turn up. So finally, one day before the formal, a Year 12 from last year agreed to let us use this property his family owns, and after all, last year's after-party was held at the exact same place!

This property right...it's really REALLY cool. There is this massive shed, like almost as big as a barn almost and the day before some of the guys were up there setting up the lights and stuff we hired to make the dance floor look really awesome. And because the guy's family who owns this place are in the citrus industry, they have huge orange crates which was placed upside down on the floor to create split levels on the dance floor. So when we rocked up there, the flashing lights and retro disco ball plus with people dancing like we were in a mosh pit....we knew we were in for a totally wicked time at the party!!...=) 

So yea....Kat bought a whole carton of raspberry flavoured vodka (dad bought for her) and yes, I did have a couple....well ok...more than a couple...LOLx...I'm pretty sure I only had two of the raspberry ones, than I had some others from other friends of mine. BUT I had a curfew so I had to stop drinking by around 230 am coz dad was coming to pick me up at 3, and I had to go to church the next morning. *ahem*....one thing I learnt...going to church even with the slightest of hangovers is NOT a good idea. But I felt ok though, just a bit (ok, more than a bit) of a headache and kinda tired. One mistake I made though that could have had disastrous consequences had I been caught....I seriously did not know that I was not supposed to drive the next morning coz I had been drinking the night before even if I felt sober! I had to wait something like 24 hours before I could drive. Whoa....and cops were all over town too coz they knew about the party the night before. It was a real relief.....my parents would kill me!! So anyway...after church I spent the rest of the day sleeping...=P

Then later during the day (while I was still sleeping incidentally) my friends came by to see if I wanted to go out again, and also to check to see if I was ok coz apparently I was pretty hammered last night. So they filled me in on the things I did that I couldn't remember doing (which were pretty funny according to them), and I really didn't feel like going out again. No surprise there. Haha...I had heaps of fun though. =) Skulling a whole bottle was partially why I was feeling the effects more than I would have otherwise. LOLx..

Of course, heaps of other stuff happened during the party, but it would take too long to write it all down...and I can't remember all of them anyway. Haha....well so that was it. Formal Night 2006 was officially over the next morning. Altogether it was a really successful evening with the minimum of disasters and damage. The teachers had a really great time as they told us on Monday, and all of us Year 12s definitely threw the party of the year. Class of 2006 rocx!!! 

~@[d]3L!]\[#~

The greener grass...

Ok well...I found this posted on my bulletin board that was posted by Person A but the actual article is written by Person B. I agree that the author does make some valid points about the Malaysian education system, but I think that he has failed to realise some of the important points of WHY the system is the way it is. I'm writing this to give my point of view on what the author has written; yes, it is an opinionated piece. LOLx. So to the people who are reading this...the article starts NOW:

"Why do we even go to school?!"

Honestly, school sucks. It's an undeniable fact. I've asked most of my friends this question and the response is always the same: "Oh, we come to school coz we got our friends here..."

What an answer. The answer sort of tells you how bad the quality of our education system is huh? Gone were the days when students go to school to actually learn. Nowadays, school is just another social club for our students, while the main source of knowledge has shifted into the form of tuition centres. It is a rather saddening sight to behold, yet it's going on everywhere. Students are just not getting enough out of school these days. Why do so many of my friends stay at home before exams to study? That's because the school no longer provides us with a condusive studying environment. The noise level has risen, teachers no longer teach, or if they do they do it half-heartedly, classes are boring, everyone is expected to be the same, there's no creativity, no platforms for our young people to expres themselves freely...

That's why we DON'T want to go to school. One thing for sure: "School's Boring!" There's really no point for us to go to school at all if we can teach ourselves the stuff we are learning. Many of the subjects we learn today rely on nothing more but a great memory. For example, if you are really good with memory work, you'd definitely ace your Moral Education, your History paper and most likely, your Biology paper.

School life is mundane, it's repititive, everyday we go through the same things again and again, it has become a sad routine- a total waste of our time, energy and resources. A lot of students, espacailly the smarter ones prefer to stay home and study on their own as they are getting more out of it than actually going to school.

Furthermore, if you stay at home, you don't have to wake up so flippeing early in the mornings and waste eight hours in school everyday. After school, you feel extremely exhausted and it really saps all your energy and concentration to study at home. There are a few things that i believe should change in our education system...Here goes:

-Shorter school hours...flip man! we can't have eight hours a day! That's crazy!

-School to start at a later time... this one's a must! C'mon, we have kids waking up at fiev just to catch a bus to school at 7.30, that's insane!

-Less subjects. Come on, admit it, you can't have everyone studying 10-13 subjects, that's asking too much of us.

-Freedom for students to choose their own subjects. Why not?! After all, only the student himself knows what he's interested in. Maybe set a core of four or five subjects but definitely not up to eight subjects!

-More emphasize on creativity and innovation- please please please...we've had enough of the stuffed-up exam-orientated system! It sucks!!!

-Smaller classes or rather more teachers- you can't have up to 40 students in a class to one teacher and expect to bring out the best in every individual can you?

Well, i guess that's a few of the things i have in mind for now... I'm sure there are lots more things that need to change...

Anyway, this is to a better education system... Hope i live to see it one day!

Cheers!

********(name has been censored for privacy reasons).

It cannot be denied that many, MANY students would whole heartedly agree with this article. And who could blame them? Especially those who are due to be sitting SPM. Studying and trying to memorise 2 years worth of at least 10 subjects is no easy task, and I salute those in the past who have it through with straight As (A1s dare I say). But this is what I believe: School is only 11 or even 12 years at the most ,out of your life. It's tough, but real life is tough too, so make the best of it. 

Granted, the education system in Malalysia is in a pretty sad condition. However, it is an established institution, and seriously, some kind of school is better than no school at all.

In the past years, Malaysia has developed into one of the most successful countries in South-East Asia. The people are not illiterate, the economy is stable (comparatively), the society is not flooded with discrimination or unrest, democracy and the freedom of speech and religion reigns, great food (yay!!), and even the education is on the road to modernisation with science and maths being taught in English now. I say that Malaysia is definitely one of the best places to live.

Anyway, back to my argument, the author says that schooling in Malaysia has been turned into a 'social club'. Really though, isn't that one of the reasons school exists in the first place? True, the main reason is to learn and to study, BUT think back to the first time you met your friends. Where was it? School is the place where one first learns to socialise, to play, to share, and most of the time, to learn. School is where one rubs shoulders with peers and make life long friendships (or enemies) that will remain long after schooling days are over.

Ok now, moving to the things that the author belives should change in the education system....this is my view on his points:

*Shorter school hours - Now this I have to say I agree with. However, to accommodate the ridiculous amount of subjects that SPM students have to cover with the huge syllabus, sometimes the 8 hours are more of a necessity than a requirement. Which leads me to the next point...

*Less subjects - Also, I have to agree with this. As an ex-student of the Malaysian education system, I now live in Australia and have been so fortunate as to enter a school education system which allows me to choose my subjects, but according to a certain criteria of course. However, my final year in high school here is recognised as my matriculation year which allows me straight entrance into university once I have my results. In Malaysia, Form 5 is not the matriculation year and is therefore structured like any other school year. The student must then complete their matric or Form 6 or some sort of equivalent before entering university. So unless the structure of Form 5 is changed, it is highly unlikely that there will be less subjects in the year for future SPM takers.

*School to start at a later time - Now this is debatable. School starting at a later time only means that the student finishes school later as well, with the amount hours being the same. This throws the whole day out of schedule. Example, like school for me here starts at 855 am. We finish at 330 pm. Already there are two hours wasted just because of school. Now in Malaysia, I can't remember exactly what time school starts and ends but to the best of my recollection I think its something like 730 am -130 pm....something like that. But see how that time is not wasted? A little sacrifice in the morning to wake up that slight bit earlier will save time in the courseof the day. Although, the extra time IS useful if I had a late night studying or something....

*Freedom to choose own subjects - I kinda agree with this..but there is a reason why it is not entirely possible...(refer to *Less subjects* paragraph above) If students were allowed to choose their own subjects, and fewer ones at that, then they will not have a fully rounded education they need to begin university. Again, please refer to the aforementioned paragraph.

*Creativity and innovation - This is definitely a good idea. But I think that the author does not realise how much more difficult (yes, I did say more difficult) it is to have the education the way it is in the western countries, especially during the examination years. To begin with, no way are the teachers are going to spoon-feed you all the information you need to know for the exams. What you research yourself is what you get; if somehow you missed on a few details, then it's your own funeral. Whereas in Malaysia, all the student needs to do is be diligent and MEMORISE all the facts already given. SO much easier to score those desired straight A1s....trust me, i KNOW what I'm talking about. Furthermore, my exam is set in the pre-u style. So for most of them I have long essays of up to 1000-2000 words to write. 3 essays like that in 3 hours. No shit. So are you sure you want to disband the exam-oriented system..?? True, studies are more interesting here and we learn more, but it is much more difficult too. There is a price for everything...nothing is always what it seems.

*Smaller classes/more teachers - Well...I do definitely agree that with smaller classes the student benefits from more one to one time with the teachers. However, the author fails to answer the question...How are schools going to accommodate extra space for smaller classes and where are the extra teachers going to come from? Definitely not out of thin air. Answer = Funds are the main problem. There is just not enough for schools to be made bigger and to pay for extra teachers. That is why tuition teachers are making a fortune, although in truth, some tuition classes are almost as huge as the ones in school. Still, that lkittle bit extra in better none at all. In Australia, the biggest class I've ever been in is my chemistry class 2 years ago, consisting of 22 students....and that's considered big. The smallest? My English class this year. We started of with 12 students, but due to reasons the number has dwindled to 7, and it IS great! LOLx...In Australia, people pay a ridiculous amount of tax. I'm not going to say what it is, but unless Malaysians are going to be willing to pay that same amount I don't think the smaller classes/extra teachers dream is going to come true anytime soon. But it is a nice dream though...=P

Anyway, like I said before..this is an opinionated piece coming from someone who has had the opportunity of studying under two different systems. There are pros and cons for both. But whatever it is, look at it this way, SPM students have only say, another 2-3 months left of school, and that will pass soon enough. So maybe the current system is dissatisfying, but I believe in appreciating what you have because it is better than having nothing at all.

Well, I only wrote this piece because I think people should always see both sides to an argument. I do not want to offend anyone, but any comments are always welcomed. =) So to end....you may think that the grass is always greener on the other side hey? But you never know that your own grass is just as green as well....

~@[d]3L!]\[#~

FORMAL NIGHT 2006 (Part 1)

As a rule, I only blog when I have things to say, or when I have TIME to type out the things I have to say. Otherwise, I see absolutely no point in blogging everyday, telling the whole world every single sordid detail of my life. And to tell the truth, I don't really like people knowing what I do every. single. day. of. my. life. Like seriously....people, get a life of your own.

But ok, a brief update, coz I know I have not blogged in ages. Well, to begin with....Formal Night 2006 ROCKED the house!! or rather...rocked the boat coz our venue was on a cruise boat...but not literally of course...haha..Everything went as planned...However, that was NOT the case that morning when my friends and I rocked up to help set up and everything. The irreponsible boat manager arrived 45 minutes late, and my friend Amy was really angry coz she had to leave for her hair and make-up appointment as soon as he arrived and she didn't have time to do a check to see that her presentation worked with the boat's technology system. But anyway, it was all good in the end. While we were setting up, Terry, the boat manager, told us some juicy gossip about some of the teachers about last year's formal which was also held on the same boat. We could not believe it, although a certain teacher was notorious for her post-alcohol behaviour. One of the stories was that this teacher, whom all of us call the 'dragon-lady' or 'the bitch' (i'm not being mean....she really is that) POLE DANCED with one of the pillars in the dining hall of the boat after she had a leetle too much to drink. Ok, now imagine this woman of generous proportions, well beyond middle aged, pole dancing with a PILLAR!! Ugh...funny...but extremely disturbing at the same time. Of course, there were other stories, but this was the funniest, most hilarious one of all that Terry told us. As a result, we were a little later finishing our setting up than we thought we would. LOLx...

Well, on to the event itself....it began with all of us lining up our cars (most of which was pretty awesome by the way..) in the order that we were supposed to arrive so that there was no confusion about who would be arriving when and also Mr White (a teacher) who was announcing the arrivals wouldn't get mixed up. I myself had no idea what type of car it was that I would be arriving in, but I was assured that it was one of the top most sport cars or something like that by the driver. Well, whatever....as long as I arrived there. LOLx....oh yeah, I should also mention that my date was a best friend of mine from Whyalla, a city located 4 hours from where I live. And yes, it was a girl. =) Not that I couldn't get a date, but she really wanted to come to the formal, and she couldn't come without a date, so I'm like...yea I'll take you, and she was the best date I could have chosen for my formal!!...especially at the after-party...coz she was looking after me most of the night...but more on that later..haha..

When we arrived, we had to walk down the red carpet (which was really cool) and it seemed like the whole of Waikerie had turned out to watch the formal. I was really excited, but I was so nervous of falling over in my heels (coz we had to walk down the really steep ramp to get to the boat) that I was gripping Katrina's (my date) hand all the down the red carpet. But we got there safe enough. Later, Katrina said that she almost fell over too coz she stepped on her dress. If she hadn't been gripping my hand equally as hard as well, she would have fallen flat on her face!! LOLx...so anyway, after that we went out to the top deck of the boat to watch the other arrivals, and the other cool cars, which I may say ranged from sports cars, to a limousine, to a Rolls Royce, to Batman-looking like cars, to minis, to Volkswagon's, to Chryslers, a converible MG...and many more...

Once we had all arrived, the parents of the Year 12s were invited on board to have a look at the exquiste decorations and take lots, and lots, and LOTS of pictures of us. Oh, and did I mention LOTS of pictures..?? My eyes were hurting from all the flashes afterwards...lolx..and then finally the evening began in earnest. It started with an opening speech from our Year 12 coordinator, Mr Valentine, and then our meal arrived. During the course of the evening, several presentations were set up. Among them were pictures of us at social events and parties, which were really funny...especially the drunk ones!! lolx...and then Amy had a game, where she had collected baby pictures of all of us before, put in on a slide show and each table had to guess who the babies were. It was so cute see some of the pictures...and really amazing to see how alike or unalike we looked. As with all good things, the evening drew to a close. I made a thank you speech thanking the staff on the boat, teachers and everyone who came. Then, our principal made the closing speech, which contained best wishes for the year and also not to get into trouble at the AFTER-PARTY!! woot..!!

Now the after-party, is a very important aspect of the whole formal process in the first place. It is when we could really let loose and do whatever. In short, it is the 'informal' part of the formal evening....but I guess I have to stop here for now...so lets just say...*To Be Continued*

~@[d]3L!]\[#~

Untitled...~

So hmm...tis been a lil more than 3 months I think since my last post in here. And since then so much stuff has happened....I can't believe it!! Some good...some bad...and all the rest are in between...LOLx...

Firts things first...thanks for giving a comment on my blog ocha!! At least someone out there cares about what I write in here. To date, you are the very first person to leave me a comment!! haha...

So on to the good news then...I turned 17 on 10th of July! lolx..so I kno that that may not be a big deal for some, but it is to me ok..? I love birthdays...seriously...in future, I don't care if I'm like 99, I'm still gonna party!! I mean, I don't get people who are like "I hate birthdays!". What is up with that? So you may not like the fact you are getting old, but the fact remians that you ARE. But who cares..? EVERYONE gets old, so live it with it! Most importantly though, enjoy it. And birthdays are the one day in the year when you can have everything (well, almost everything) your own way. Now that ain't too bad is it? =)

Well, the formal is exactly one week from today. There have been little unforeseen hitches and stuff, but I reckon that  little bit of faith and a helluva week of last minute things this week should make this formal the best Waikerie High School has ever seen! Which reminds me.....gotta go pick the decor tomorrow....BUT it will get done...and everything will be amazing, splendid, beautiful, wonderful, extravagant (or as much as the budget will stretch to make it extravagant), elegant, fabulous, and all the words in whatever language around the world with similar meanings...however, we still need to get a place for the after party...well, all I can say is...NOT MY PROBLEM!! haha...and anyway...if we don't find a place by the formal night, we'll just crash at someone's place...hehe...

Ah damn...dad wants to use the phone. I hate not having broadband!!! grrrr....well guess the next time I'll post something will be after the formal weekend!! yay!! i'm soooo excited!! haha...xxx~

~@[d]3L!]\[#~

   

The latest happenings so far...

Right...so I know that I have not written in my blog for like such a looooonnnngggg time....but hey, i've been busy alrite..?? haha...not really. Truth is, I kinda lost interest for a bit, and also, I couldn't really be bothered writing stuff down. LOLx..

So now that I've made a comeback (for now anyway), I've decided to update all my readers (who knows if anyone actually even reads my blog) on what's been happening in the 'Life of Adeline'. Coz seriously, I think the last time I posted something was almost a year ago, and I can't remember that far back!!

First things first, did I mention that I finally got my licence?? That day would seriously have to be one of the best days of my life!! Now all I gotta do is get me a car.....hmmm...hehe..yea, kinda sux doesn't it to NOT have a car when I can finally drive! But anyway..no big...right...moving on to the next big happening thing...

My formal is coming up!! =) well I guess it is kinda like prom, except that we don't have all that prom king an queen crap, who would wanna be them anyway..?? So instead we are gonna have like a mini award ceremony, where everyone in our year level will receive something. It will be something along the lines of: most remembered for such and such, most funniest, most eligible, most likely to succeed....you get the idea. Of course, each person will be nominated in some sort of category and then everyone in our year level will vote. That way, everyone will get something out of the night. =) LOLx...not to mention the after formal party...but that's a whole other story. Don't worry, I'll be sure to fill in  here all the juicy stuff that happened!!

Well, so what's next? well...school's alrite I guess. Workload is just massive, and it never seems to get less!! *sighzzz*

On to happier things....I dunno why but even though I get stressed about the amount of work I have and stuff, I feel great!! Hmmm...it could be the improvement on my love life...haha....it's weird and scary and amazing and wonderful all at the same time. I probably sound absoltuely nuts, but that's how I feel. Not really sure if its love, or whether the stress is finally making me go mental, but all I know is that it is making me feel pretty damn good.....LOLx...

So yea, I guess that's about it for now. I'm lovin' life and this is definitely the way I like it....~

~@[d]3L!]\[#~